I should have known better than to assume that anything with Rett Syndrome would go the way that I expected. We dropped Abby's Keppra a little to see if she could tolerate a lower dose. She could not. I figured that we would increase it to the original dose, and they would go back under control. Seems reasonable, right? Not so much. She is having weird episodes several times a day and it has been a week on her original dose. She stares into space for a moment and is non-responsive. Then, her lips turn blue, she gets jittery and spastic, and then falls asleep for about an hour. Weird. I know that if I call the doctor, he will want to either have us admitted for a 24 hr EEG or increase her Keppra. That was exactly the OPPOSITE thing that I wanted to happen when we tried to lower her meds. Rett Syndrome is the exception to every rule and it's driving me crazy. Its an unsolvable puzzle. The more I try to help, the worse things get. How is that even possible?
so sorry ann marie. thinking of you both.
ReplyDeleteI know exactly what you mean.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. I would love to come perform the 'obliviate' spell on you if it would only last for a vacation time. But, the thing is that we love our girls. I wouldn't trade my Eva for anything. Or anyone.
I just want her better just like you.
One RTT mama to another...
xoxo
I'm sorry. :( Maybe it's just taking a little longer for her body to adjust again to the original Keppra dose...at least that's what I am keeping my fingers crossed for! xoxo
ReplyDeletemy new phrase is: its always something! fingers crossed that she will adjust. hugs.
ReplyDeleteStupid rett syndrome, I hope that it eases up on Abby soon and that you get just one small thing today that goes well and easy :-)
ReplyDeleteI am sorry! I wish a fast adjustment for your beautiful Abby!
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